I'm an introvert. There, I
said it. I’ve learned to live with it
over the years and, now that I know there’s an actual term for it and that I’m
not just shy and anti social, I’m ok with it.
For a good while I thought I was a bit odd, but the Internet has let
me know that there are many, many others just like me. For that, I'd like
to say: I'm sorry and I feel your pain’. I'd come and talk to you about
it, but I really don't want to. Email, instead?
Being introverted causes all manner of problems for me personally, and often for the people I come into contact with who don't
understand it. These people are often extrovert. Or, as I like to
call them: scary AF. Some extroverts simply cannot grasp the
concept of people who genuinely find it exhausting to be around people for any
length of time.
Nothing horrifies an introvert more than the run up to Christmas.
Seriously, there’s an office night for my job,
one of LT's, family things, other family things and nights with
friends….it’s never ending. And that’s
only the pre stuff. After all that,
you’ve still got to muster the energy to get through the 25th.
If you, too, find it tiring to constantly ‘people’ over the festive
period, this is my guide on how to survive with your sanity intact and stopping yourself from stabbing someone in the eye with your fork:
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Pace Yourself:
I can't overstate this enough. If you're knackered by the sheer
thought of all the humans you have to visit/spend time with/pretend to
like, you will always need to make sure you don't over-people. This
generally means you should do a small amount of stuff one night and take the
next night off to recover.
If you're like me and only have a few days off
over Christmas and a 300 mile drive to get home, you don't really have the
luxury of spreading out your contact. In this situation, you will
be forced to incorporate your hiding time into the actual visiting. I would, at this stage, like to point out that my suggestions are not things I do to avoid my family, because they're fabulous. Obviously.
Bathrooms:
these are the best friend of the introvert. Your hosts or guests
will think it entirely natural that you visit the toilet from time to time and it can be the perfect place to hide away for a few minutes of
peace and quiet. Try not to do it too much though, or people will begin
to wonder if you have the world's tiniest bladder. Also, if you
don't co-ordinate your actual bathroom visits with your pretend bathroom
visits, you will almost certainly look a tiny bit weird.
BUT, there's every chance this could work in your favour when you don't
get asked back next year.
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Getting Stuff: Host: 'Can someone nip out to the garage and pick up another bottle of diet
coke?' Me: 'I'll go! I'll go! Let me grab my shoes. Yeah, yeah, I know they're brand new suede peep toes and there's six
inches of snow outside, but they were only £100 and I've always been fascinated
with the concept of frostbite...'
Do try to be on hand when someone needs something that will take you
away from the main event for a minute. Getting more drinks; collecting
overnight bags from cars; taking someone's pet hamster for a walk…you know, all
the totally normal things that party guests get involved in.
The only issue with this one is that some of these tasks, such as
jacket hanging, are often selfishly sandwiched at the beginning and end of
an evening. Therefore, you must unleash your creative side to find something to
occupy you in between.
Head Party Cook:
Take control of the oven. Even if you're best friends with a
Chef; tell them that they do way too much cooking on normal days and they
totally deserve a break at Christmas.
If you can cook, busy yourself in the kitchen looking
contemplatively at the back of your Iceland chicken nugget boxes
for heating guidelines and avoid small talk with your parents' neighbour's
sister in law's cousin's son. If you can’t cook, you may run the
risk of setting things alight, activating the smoke alarm, and ending up
with a full house evacuation. Either way: you're golden.
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Phone: Yes, it
appears rude and yes, people will judge your for it but I'd rather be
bitched about by some random that I don't want to chat to anyway than stand around
feeling totally awkward, praying for a sink hole to suddenly appear in the
kitchen lino and put me out of my party related misery.
On the positive side, you will be amazed at how many technology
related stories you'll suddenly be desperate to read on your Sky News app. Think of all that interesting knowledge you’ll
pick up that you would never otherwise have known. It’ll keep your busy AND
it’s educational. A win-win situation, I'm sure you'll agree.
Alcohol:
Let’s face it; it does make you a bit more prone to chatting. It’s sometimes the only thing that makes
people realise that I’m not, in fact, mute.
Do watch your levels, though. Nothing makes people less understanding
about introverts than when you no longer fit within the odd boundaries of what they assume is expected introvert behaviour. Mostly, they're completely wrong. After a few proseccos, chances are you might not care.
Whatever you do to get yourself through the
festive period, don’t apologise for it. And certainly stop feeling bad that you’re not complying with what
people think you should be doing. Do
what’s right for you and feel free to slap the first person who says to you: 'oh, you'll be fine, you just need to mingle...'
These people hold a special place in my heart along with women with kids who ask women without kids when they're having them. But that's another post altogether.
Do you have any tips to get yourself through the Christmas party season?
Suzanne x
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